Sweet December

Newsflasf .Hellow,December ! it`s good to feel your cold air from time to time.It inspires me.It makes me nostalgic actually,quite creative I could say.It's something magical about you, December and i can't tell what it is,i just know it is.I think this is the only time of the year in which i have a different perspective about things that i don't mind paying attention at all during the rest of the year,like little,random things.For example,a coup of coffe in the morning and some good music,like Red Hot Chili Peppers. That's all you'd need from my perspective right now to start fresh a new day .

You can actually feel the vibration from my words that reflects the excitement i have it during the winter holidays.It's just,this is the only time of the year in which,you should be,like ,in your best mood ever,eating cookies,reading a good book,listening to some crappy commercials on the radio,you name it..

Here's another newsflash.I'm moving again,changing my class. Only this time,I 'm going to change my address too. Honestly,I feel like a gypsy that's migrating from place to place and
he's not quite sure what he wants.

So I'm moving on;like John Lennon wrote it once:"Let it be "!So I'm just gonna let it flow.
Have you ever had this feeling in which you feel like you want new people,new faces ? that's how i feel right now.
You know what,if you'll ever encounter a situation like this,do what you think it's best.But don't get influenced by a few ,let's say friends, because friends are everywhere and you're not,get it ?


Let me put it this way: I've just came up to the conclusion that every human being in this world has a little dose of selfishness deeply engraved in his personality.You may think I'm too cynical,right ? shoot me. but it's true actually. I mean,where are those days in which you weren't blamed for wearing too much blue ? or whatever else(actually those days never existed).People today are so judgemental about almost everything ;like,even the smallest little random detail of you and you are automatically placed in a social category that perhaps doesn't even exists.We just forget to place ourselves in a category sometimes and that's not good.

Well,I have to go to bed it's 2:00 in the morning,even though i can't sleep.Catch ya' later ! bye .

Hey there.I'm sorry I haven't posted anything lately,but school took all my free time.Oh,and I admit it,I was also very,very lazy. Well,i'm not really that excited that school started.I mean i've transferred to another class,and I still can't accomodate with the new classmates. Now i'm really nostalgic about the summer that has passed to fast. I just wish there was another more warm sunny day of July,i'd give anything for it. All in all , I feel like a cheap entertainer that's paid with five bucks per hour.That's how I feel right now,I can't find a better way to describe a feeling. Feelings are such a complicated thing that we'll never get.
I think my feelings are pushing me to write these things here,it's like someone tells me to do it and I can't fight back. oh,and October it's way chilly than september .This morning for example it's like a winter morning.I's sad,actually . I'm gonna go to do my homework now ,catch you later .!. .

Morning,reader! Today I have such a sleepy mood and i`m feeling to tired.. i`d take a long three weeks nap and finally feel myself well rested.I'm gonna go and do another photoshooting today with a friend of mine. I have a good concept already sketched in my head and we've found the perfect place ,an old junkyard.It's absolutely beautiful for our shots. Cold,rusty background..a beautiful contrast with my models.Today it`s such a sunny day which means this is perfect weather for my shots.Shout,I forgot to buy some white t-shirts.I have to do some drawings on them and give it the models to wear.

Oh,and i almost forgot..a friend of mine took a few photos of an old casino which was almost tared apart but still had some awesome details and it was worth to break in .The interior it's so amazing,it gives you a Titanic feeling. And this casino dates from 1910;it`s a total shocker how well the details preserved.

Feeling lost...

I just returned from the photoshooting I had in plan for a few days.I went to a field and suddenly felt lost..Sometimes you feel so small,like a bug that has no purpose , just lives because that is the way is meant to be..the field seemed endless and it was so beautiful with it`s bright yellow wheat dancing in the wind.Sometimes i just wish i had a desk in the middle of the field,a few sheets of paper and my pencil.That`s all I`d need.Oh,and some tick tack's.I never leave without some.
It would be nice to escape from this madness of computers,mobile phones and just live like this for a few days to feel the difference.But I`m sure everyone is too busy with their perfect little lives,so they could just say those are the words of a crazy man.You try so hard to break the routine and sometimes it gets really difficult...This whole thing we call life it`s like a huge funhouse .It`s up to us to decide what`s real or not.
Okay,enough with this crazy talking,i`m getting a little bit dramatic here,and i hate drama.I`m just gonna go to the fridge to get me some orange juice and after that i think i`m gonna practice on my guitar and maybe write a song about Summer break.lol PS:oh,and don't forget to visit my deviantart. http://blueeebear.deviantart.com. cheers!

Hey,morning reader! The same morning routine,wake up,brush my teeth,eat a bowl of corn flakes with milk and listening to Hilary Duff.I think her music gives you a certain feeling in the morning,a feeling that reminds you how beautiful life is,and how we should pay more attention to simple things, like a sunrise.Today i`m gonna leave my laziness behind and go to take some photos ..Some photos that will remind me summer is gone. I like to think that a photo freezes time,and however old you are,you'll always be young for a second.It`s like a form of time capsule,you can see your memories over and over again. well that`s it for now,gotta go and take those photos... catch you later!..

september arrives quietly . .

Summer break it`s almost over,only a week or so remained.It`s quite dramatic to see this in front of you,like a cheap slow motion movie,that you`d not even watch it for free in a five star hotel ordering pop corn with butter on top.So,gone are the days of summer...too bad,i feel like this whole summer break lasted only 2 weeks.Time runs so quickly,and before you know it,back to the routine.In my case,school.Yeah,the depression ,the anxiety,the excitement. All those feelings squeezed together ,overwhelm you. And you feel hopeless regarding your feelings.You just breath and feel. That`s all you can do. I`m now in my room,listening to Taylor Swift ,having my window widely opened ,writing my thoughts and slowly breathing september's cold air that`s flooding my lungs. What a feeling! It`s like a song,played backwards. I feel like I lost someone,cause summer it`s close to the end and i haven't done as much as I planned .I wish I had a time machine,and go back to the beginning of summer,because i`m sure i`d do much more things now,like photography for example. Maybe that`s why no one knows a way to build a time machine(sorry Einstein) ,we only think about ourselves.But that`s life,and we must live it wisely.

This makes me think about Graham Greene's novel, the destroyers,in which some kids plan to destroy an old man's house,as though the things were supposed to be this way,like the sound of a ticking clock.It was meant to be this way,the kids were supposed to tare apart the house,and no one could stop them.faith?destiny? maybe,but i`m not really in to this whole destiny thing. One thing i know for sure,just like those kids,we can't stop the seconds that are passing by ,just breath and smell the fresh air of september...because that`s the way is meant to be.