september arrives quietly . .

Summer break it`s almost over,only a week or so remained.It`s quite dramatic to see this in front of you,like a cheap slow motion movie,that you`d not even watch it for free in a five star hotel ordering pop corn with butter on top.So,gone are the days of summer...too bad,i feel like this whole summer break lasted only 2 weeks.Time runs so quickly,and before you know it,back to the routine.In my case,school.Yeah,the depression ,the anxiety,the excitement. All those feelings squeezed together ,overwhelm you. And you feel hopeless regarding your feelings.You just breath and feel. That`s all you can do. I`m now in my room,listening to Taylor Swift ,having my window widely opened ,writing my thoughts and slowly breathing september's cold air that`s flooding my lungs. What a feeling! It`s like a song,played backwards. I feel like I lost someone,cause summer it`s close to the end and i haven't done as much as I planned .I wish I had a time machine,and go back to the beginning of summer,because i`m sure i`d do much more things now,like photography for example. Maybe that`s why no one knows a way to build a time machine(sorry Einstein) ,we only think about ourselves.But that`s life,and we must live it wisely.

This makes me think about Graham Greene's novel, the destroyers,in which some kids plan to destroy an old man's house,as though the things were supposed to be this way,like the sound of a ticking clock.It was meant to be this way,the kids were supposed to tare apart the house,and no one could stop them.faith?destiny? maybe,but i`m not really in to this whole destiny thing. One thing i know for sure,just like those kids,we can't stop the seconds that are passing by ,just breath and smell the fresh air of september...because that`s the way is meant to be.