Morning,reader! Today I have such a sleepy mood and i`m feeling to tired.. i`d take a long three weeks nap and finally feel myself well rested.I'm gonna go and do another photoshooting today with a friend of mine. I have a good concept already sketched in my head and we've found the perfect place ,an old junkyard.It's absolutely beautiful for our shots. Cold,rusty background..a beautiful contrast with my models.Today it`s such a sunny day which means this is perfect weather for my shots.Shout,I forgot to buy some white t-shirts.I have to do some drawings on them and give it the models to wear.

Oh,and i almost forgot..a friend of mine took a few photos of an old casino which was almost tared apart but still had some awesome details and it was worth to break in .The interior it's so amazing,it gives you a Titanic feeling. And this casino dates from 1910;it`s a total shocker how well the details preserved.

Feeling lost...

I just returned from the photoshooting I had in plan for a few days.I went to a field and suddenly felt lost..Sometimes you feel so small,like a bug that has no purpose , just lives because that is the way is meant to be..the field seemed endless and it was so beautiful with it`s bright yellow wheat dancing in the wind.Sometimes i just wish i had a desk in the middle of the field,a few sheets of paper and my pencil.That`s all I`d need.Oh,and some tick tack's.I never leave without some.
It would be nice to escape from this madness of computers,mobile phones and just live like this for a few days to feel the difference.But I`m sure everyone is too busy with their perfect little lives,so they could just say those are the words of a crazy man.You try so hard to break the routine and sometimes it gets really difficult...This whole thing we call life it`s like a huge funhouse .It`s up to us to decide what`s real or not.
Okay,enough with this crazy talking,i`m getting a little bit dramatic here,and i hate drama.I`m just gonna go to the fridge to get me some orange juice and after that i think i`m gonna practice on my guitar and maybe write a song about Summer break.lol PS:oh,and don't forget to visit my deviantart. http://blueeebear.deviantart.com. cheers!

Hey,morning reader! The same morning routine,wake up,brush my teeth,eat a bowl of corn flakes with milk and listening to Hilary Duff.I think her music gives you a certain feeling in the morning,a feeling that reminds you how beautiful life is,and how we should pay more attention to simple things, like a sunrise.Today i`m gonna leave my laziness behind and go to take some photos ..Some photos that will remind me summer is gone. I like to think that a photo freezes time,and however old you are,you'll always be young for a second.It`s like a form of time capsule,you can see your memories over and over again. well that`s it for now,gotta go and take those photos... catch you later!..

september arrives quietly . .

Summer break it`s almost over,only a week or so remained.It`s quite dramatic to see this in front of you,like a cheap slow motion movie,that you`d not even watch it for free in a five star hotel ordering pop corn with butter on top.So,gone are the days of summer...too bad,i feel like this whole summer break lasted only 2 weeks.Time runs so quickly,and before you know it,back to the routine.In my case,school.Yeah,the depression ,the anxiety,the excitement. All those feelings squeezed together ,overwhelm you. And you feel hopeless regarding your feelings.You just breath and feel. That`s all you can do. I`m now in my room,listening to Taylor Swift ,having my window widely opened ,writing my thoughts and slowly breathing september's cold air that`s flooding my lungs. What a feeling! It`s like a song,played backwards. I feel like I lost someone,cause summer it`s close to the end and i haven't done as much as I planned .I wish I had a time machine,and go back to the beginning of summer,because i`m sure i`d do much more things now,like photography for example. Maybe that`s why no one knows a way to build a time machine(sorry Einstein) ,we only think about ourselves.But that`s life,and we must live it wisely.

This makes me think about Graham Greene's novel, the destroyers,in which some kids plan to destroy an old man's house,as though the things were supposed to be this way,like the sound of a ticking clock.It was meant to be this way,the kids were supposed to tare apart the house,and no one could stop them.faith?destiny? maybe,but i`m not really in to this whole destiny thing. One thing i know for sure,just like those kids,we can't stop the seconds that are passing by ,just breath and smell the fresh air of september...because that`s the way is meant to be.